children

i had a previous post about my pregnancy, i was nine weeks and had a misscarriage. i was having a set of twins. i was depressed for a really long time, i misscarried in feb. but have just now been able to talk about it. i hope that one day i can have children, when i am fully ready and able to give them anything and everything that they want.... i feel that everything happens for a reason and this was not the time in my life to have children.

tongue piercing

on friday i got my tongue pierced! it didnt hurt very bad but my tongue swelled up alot and it was hard to eat..... i also have two holes in my ears. I also have my nose pierced and my belly button and i have a tattoo on my lower back. Im addicted to tattoos and piercings it could be and unhealthy habit but i love them! the pain and the needles dont bother me

questions for life

Why are toilet handles always on the left side?

how does kraft get 5 ounces in every slice of kraft singles?

Why is it that when you are driving and looking for an adress you turn the radio down?

why are flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes?

if you are cross eyed and have dyslexia can you read correctly?

underage drinking

this past weekend me and some of my friends decided we was going to evansville to go to the club. One of my friends had made the comment that she wanted to drink some alcohol. she is only 17 years old. she brought the alcohol and we got pulled over by the evansville police. because i am 18 years old i got in trouble and got a ticket for the alcohol. i will never do it again! i was so scared that i was going to jail !

Reality tv shows

I feel that reality tv shows are just a gimic and they are scripted. Shows like i love new york, and the bachelor are over rated! I feel that the girls are staged to not like each other and the guy already knows who he is going to pick in the beginning! Reality tv shows are just a bunch of bull crap and nobody should watch them!

March 23

March 23 was Greg's death date. Greg Lindsey was one of my bestfriends when he was alive. We used to sit at the lunch table and make up these clubs that we wanted to be in like the mma. Stands for mean muggers anonymous lol. we made this up because we always gave people dirty looks. Me and Greg always talked about our relationship problems and had come to the conclusion that we were going to get married because we got along so well. I miss you to death fatt tater and dont you EVER FORGET that libro loves you! R.I.P

Senior year; almost over

Senior year has come and gone so fast! I cannot wait to graduate! Im ready to start college and working full time so i can get my own place and dont have to live with my mom. I am going to college to be a nurse and hopefully become very sucessful in doing so. There are only 6 more weeks left for seniors and time is winding down. I hate to say im ready to leave but i will miss Apollo High School when im gone.

spring break

I had planned to go to Panama for my senior spring break, but those plans are long gone. I was going to Panama with my friend amber and her boyfriend corey. She just recently found out that she was pregnant and could no longer go. I was really upset because i wanted to go to panama but i will be okay im going to stay in owensboro for spring break and go to work! haha

technology

my phone broke earlier today and i realized how much i really need that phone in my life. i had a flat tire when i left for work... i couldnt call or text anybody to come and get me because my phone was broke! i had to tell my mom to re-schedule my drs. appointment BUT i didnt have a phone. it made me think all day today that i wonder where life would be today if we didnt have the technology that we have today.

obvious signs....

on the shampoo bottle at home it read....
- may cause irritation if it gets in your eyes! - its soap hello ???

on the back of a lisol bottle
- do not eat or swallow! - uhm its disinfectant... who eats disinfectant anymore? ahahaha

on a smoke machine
- caution this item contains smoke...- uhm duh?


mcdonalds coffee cup
-caution this item may be very hot - if i bought the coffe i sure dont want it cold! hahaha

boards test!

I am currently taking classes at OCTC to become a nurses aide...and on wednesday i am finally taking my boards test! after i pass this test i will be making more money than my current job and can finally move out of my moms house! i am looking forward to futhering my nursing career and hopefully will one day become a nurse practioner! i love nursing and helping the sick and the old people it just brings a smile to my face!

springg breakk

i am soooo readyy for spring break to get here! im going to panama with a couple of my friends and my boyfriend! i feel like its going to be alot of fun because i have never been to panama for spring break or anywhere for spring break! haha i cannot wait to get in the warm weather and the ocean! i hope i see alot of people i know down there for spring break!

senioritis

I have become a firm believer in senioritis! I feel like everyday i get more and more lazy! I rarely ever do my homework and when i do complete it i forget it at home or in the car or something silly like that! Senioritis is a big deal and i hope that all the seniors dont eventually catch it because it could become deavastating!

i miss my old english class!

i really miss my old english class! i feel like the new one that i have everyone is so uptight. i remember in the other class everyone got along really good....well except for darius and zach nit picking at anything and everything about each other. that class was alot of fun and i got alot of laughs. i remember when we had to write the stories for halloween and everyone else got to finish it...everyone was talking smack about christian darius corey and zach. that was hilarious! i also remember that me and kailey would take turns bringing each other breakfast! i really miss my old english class !!!!

why do people get sleepy?

why do people get sleepy? and how is it possible to sleep like 10 hours? are you really sleeping 10 hours of your life away, or are you refueling for the good hours? these are the just a few of the questions i wish someone could answer for me. it seems like on the weekends i can go to sleep at 11 o'clock at night and at 2:00 in the afternoon the following day im still not awake! my mom tells me im sleeping my life away, i just tell her im spending time doing something that i love to SLEEP! haha

why

why do i always forget about blogging through out the whole month until it is the last night? i procrastinate and procrastinate and then i have nothing to blog about? haha im going to start trying to blog more in the middle of the month so im not stuck like i am now. something that would probably help my problem would be to take my laptop to school everyday because i usually dont! i really need to get on the ball so i can pass and graduate!

my wonderful patients

I work at Owensboro Medical Health System in the Dietary department, and there are a lot of funny people I meet everyday. There was recently a woman in there, she was really old and very petite. She ordered about 3 sandwiches and 2 bowls of soup for supper. I thought to myself, where could all of this food be going? Well I was passing by her room and I could hear her calling for someone, as i cautiously approached her room I realized that she was not crying for help, but for her pig. Now im sure you are as confused as I was at the time, haha. I went into her room and asked her what in the world she was doing, mind you she is covered in the three turkey sandwiches I had previously brought her. She simply replied that she was looking for her pet piggy and was making sure that he had enough to eat before the kitchen closed! Needless to say there was no pig and the patient had her dinner for the evening!

senior year

senior year is flying by so fast i feel like i havent had time to enjoy it. soon we will be walking the halls of apollo high school telling all the wonderful teachers that we had goodbye, to hopefully never have to return to the school again. its sad that i have spent 12 years in school and i have never been as upset about leaving school as i am senior year. seems like the older you get the harder it is to leave. Don't get me wrong, i look forward to graduating but im worried about life after graduation, how am i going to get the wonderful chicken biscuits that i oh so dearly love every friday morning? and how am i going to keep in touch with my friends? life after high school is going to be tough but im ready for the fight!

snow && ice

this past weekend seems like we have been set-back to last years ice storm, other than the fact that no one lost power. i have enjoyed looking at the beautiful weather. i feel like when it snows outside everything is glissening and it really feels like winter time. The only thing i do not like about the snow is the cold weather. when it is cold outside i feel like i cannot move. but sledding was fun this weekend even though i didnt get to participate it was still fun watching everyone else!

my hero

my hero in my life would have to be my mother. my mom is probably the strongest person i know both mentally and emotionally. my mom has raised me since i was born pretty much on her own, she has been my backbone and my speaker for the past 18 years. she is always there when i need someone to talk to and she never lets me down. we may fuss and we may fight from time to time but i love her with all of my heart. there is nothing in this world that could take me away from my mom. she is my love, my heart, and most importantly my bestfriend and i would be lost without her.

car wrecks are no fun

today i got into a car wreck. i was driving in audubon acres and there was a patch of ice, i didnt see it and i hit another car. i was hurting really bad in my right side and i am also pregnant. needless to say i got to expierience my first ride in an ambulance. i arrived at the hospital and they gave me an ultrasound to make sure the baby and my internal organs were okay. everything was fine and i came home with a couple of bumps and bruises. i'am very sore but thankful that nothing was wrong with my little one!

nursing classes are hard!

I am attending OCTC to hopefully recieve my CNA liscense in early March. The classes that I am taking are really hard. I attend classes on Tuesday and Thursday from 1:00 - 5:00 p.m. I have only been in the class two times and I have already learned 14 skills. The class is quick pace and it's alot of fun! In Feb. we are going to start clinicals at Hermitage nursing and Rehabilitation home on Parrish Ave. I think this is going to be alot of fun and I cannot wait to meet the residents!

jan. 18th changed my life

On Jan. 18th 2010 my life took a complete turn. I feel like I have done a 360 since that day. It all started a week previous to that day I was beginning to feel sick, my throat was hurting and I couldn't talk. I let this sickness last a week until I finally came to my senses and went to the doctor. I went into the examining room and they took a look at my throat and drew some blood to check me for the flu and mono, things like that. Ten minutes later the doctor returned to my room and asked me if i had any children. Confused, I simply replied no? He said well congratulations you do know your going to be a mother! Who would have thought that attending the doctor for a sore throat would lead to you being diagnosed with pharyngitis, laryngitis, and a baby on the way!